"Already happened?"
the deep voice whispered, "It's always happening
"
"Now Barbara,"
something in The Voice started to sound like Ethel Merman, kind
of pushy, "I know you wonder what the world outside of Moxee High
is like. That's why you take these walks" The being rustled
in the twigs, "After dark
hoping you'll run into a stranger,
even if he's dangerous."
The voice
stopped and Barbara carefully answered: "Yes?"
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Her
voice was pushed across her tongue, forced out of her, seeming
like aeons from word to word. (Am I this scared? I must
sound stronger!) Her mouth like an unwanted grand piano.
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She was still
thinking about the voice that irritating feeling
again as if what didn't make sense to her conscious mind
was already solved, somewhere, far behind or under that
mind, where she couldn't reach. This voice, although carrying
to her its authority in such a strange, tricky way (as though
a radio speaker of Its voice was inside every tree!), it was
yet familiar.
I can hear
the more familiar version of this voice, like a broken record,
right at the edge of my understanding
Someone
my age, in my school!
Barbara
stood there, knowing she shouldnt look away from this patch
of dingy shadows behind skinny dingy trees shadows like
the creases in her grandmothers moth-eaten wedding dress.
Hours seemed to pass, but she knew It hadnt moved.
She restrained herself from saying 'yes' again.
I want
to sound sure of myself, and I know I don't want this creature
with a voice like
Walt Henning's
to go away.
That was
it! Barbara tried to keep the expression on her face from changing
as she realized this.
"I'm sorry.
I'll stop. I don't want to scare you," the voice said in a gentle
way, as whatever was behind the tree emerged in all of Its
hairy splendor, "But it is me, Walt
"
"Yes!"
Barbara said, her eyes groping er, ogling the lean
muscular presence covered with fur and barely protected with a
loincloth
which, was it made out of an old baseball mitt?
"I know"
she said in as calm or reassuring a voice as she could offer.
"I am
a werewolf."
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