A
guy is lying on the sidewalk, faking a seizure. No one lingers to
watch. They step around him, careful not to be touched. Everyones
faking something these days. Hey, she says, wake up. The guy stops
twitching and opens his eyes. She goes away, looking through a window
at some mannequins jerking around. Water boils from a hole in the
street.
Billy doesnt
want to do all these dishes in the sink, but he will because somebody
has to. He cant remember eating off any of these plates.
And he never uses these cups, or any of these bowls. Hes
always hated this spoon. The piano is on his mind. It weighs a
lot. Its hard to move. Billy has had some big arguments
about it with his friends. They dont properly appreciate
the piano as an instrument. They think he should play something
else, something he could fold into a briefcase and carry around
with him in cars. He wants a piano made entirely of glass, with
glass shards vibrating on the strings. He can imagine a shimmering
rainbow of sound. He wants a piano made of bronze, with the sonority
of a bell. He wants to slacken the tension on the strings and
use glass rods to find his notes. He wants a piano with water
in it, so that each note struck will cause a splash. He wants
a big piano with a circular keyboard: hed sit in the center
like a pilot in his coockpit, spinning around. He wants more pedals.
His feet can do more. He wants a harpsichord.
The sky is raining
like an actress weeping big white tears from a big face full of
emotion. Yes, its so sad. Big white tears in the flashing
brown day. The face just gets bigger and bigger.
She sees a girl down
on all fours, looking for something on the pavement. Crawling
around. She shows up at Billys with hot violet tights and
high heels. The buzzer doesnt work. She knocks, but he doesnt
answer. This is important. Hes busy. The door opens, mysteriously,
and she walks inside. Theres the piano. Wheres Billy?
She looks in the refrigerator.
In the bathroom, hes
turning to jelly. She eats a piece of cold meat. The piano starts
to vibrate, and she looks at it, mouth full, and wonders how to
turn it off. She goes into the bathroom, with a knife. The shower
curtain scares her. Shes seen enough.
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